What i wanna talk ab is..to write you how God blessed my birthday and turned the whole day upside down and it turned out to be WOW.
so on the 21st i didnt wanna go to sleep cos i didnt wanna wake up to the 22nd. at 1.30am i was so stressed out and depressed that "tomorrow" was gonna be my bday that i didnt know what to do..but call Andu (my babybro)
we talked ab 30 min and he calmed me down and so when we finished (at ab 2am)...i went to slep with a smile on my face. so thats good
emn but i woke up with a thought..PLEASE NO. can i just skip today??
i tried to pull myself together..i mean i AM 23 NOW..so i should act like one..and just thought ill just take it like yet another wednesday..
but no...still all these expectations and memories of previous bdays etc.
so i got ready to start THE BIG DAY (being sarcastic btw)..when my mama sent me a text msg telling me NOT to leave the house between 1.30-2pm. so naturally i thought they were gonna come and visit me from tallinn (with family). so i started cleaning and cleaned the entire apartment so that when they come it would all be perfectly tidy..
andthen i went to do my makeup..and suddently it was 2.2opm already. so i texted mama and wrote: ITS 2.20 ALREADY
she callled me and asked if i had to go somewhere...and no i didnt but it was 2.20pm ALREADY
and then i went to make myself a smoothie when i hear knocking on the door.
:P thats when it got interesting and SOMETHING started to happen
so this tall handsome man stood behind the door (good thing i had done my hair and makeup already ;) ) with a HUGE and GORGEOUS orchid in his hand.
man: "Hello, are you Hanna?"
Me: Why Yes i am :P
man: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
.. and he gave me the orchid and inside there was a note: Love, Family!
the rchid was PERFECT. it was sooo big and so beautiful and exactly what i wanted to my apartment
so i had to go grab lunch. i called few ppl, talked to few...and noone could come with me. when i talked to andu at 1.30am...we talked ab me going to McDonalds for my bday...cos i never go there..so i needed a McDonalds buddy...
well..i didnt find anyone ..and i thought fine ill go by myself. i was in front of the house ..and texted andu and said how pathetic is that,,i cant even find a person to go to McDonalds on my bday with.
so in 5 min. andu called me and asked if i had time. i said nooooooo no time..(sarcastic).. i mean i had all the time in the world and noone to spend it with..+ it was my BDAY (being ironic)..
and wat happened then was that andu said,,well ill come with you to McDonalds. So what we did was that we talked for ab 1,5 hours. we started in front of my house and he was in Tallinn, on the bus. we talked till we got to McDonalds (i in Tartu and he in Tallinn), we ordered together, on the phone! we ate together, on the phone (were still talking)..we finished together..still talking. it was SOOOOOOO SWEET! something ill NEVER forget.
in McDonalds..KEtu was working..and she took a 5min brea and gave me this GORGEOUS pot-rose..its in my bedroom now. fits perfectly.
i came quickly home, changed and ran to work. well to WOmen's Conference. were there till 5.45-8.15pm and then RAN to meet KETU!!
and thats when the whole day changed for goood and positive.
we both had dressed up, beautiful makeup, nice clothes, heels...very pret and we went to my fav cafe, drank my fav coffee (cinnamon latte and ate one of my fav cakes). we had been there for ab an hour when these guys showed up in front of the cafe (we sat by the window..this huuuge french window). and i dont know what was going on..there were like 10 men? and they were dressed weird and make faces..and one of them had one of his but-cheeks showing and one of his breast was showing aswell..and they had music instrumens with them..,and so they were just looking inside trying to communicate with us.. kinda..and just made us laugh..when SUDDENLY..3 of them came inside the cafe (and let me remind you that its a very elegant cafe/launge) and started playing and singing these old-style estonian SONGS. they were a bit drunk and LOUD but they had a good voice and they were a truly into what they did and the whole singing style. so they came to us..on of the guys pointed at me and the words on the song said something like "this young lady" or smth smth...and they were so loud and it was so OFF-style what the cafe had...but itt was amazing cos it was so out of blue and it was so random and sooooo much fin. so me and KEtu just couldnt stop laughing
one of the waiters asked them to go outside and sing there and one of the guys said ahahh yeah yeah and started with another song that seemed to be even louder than the first one :D and the music instuments were LOUD and fab!! :DD so when they were done singing they wanted to taste our cake. so they ate the rest of what was left :D and then they left. it was sooo much fun. and they wished me happy bday...tho they had NO idea i had a bday. :) that was cool
so we continued talking with Ketu..we had such a great time just catching up and having a real good quality time and at the same time so much fun..
the cafe started closing so we had to leave. BUT a friend called Ketu and wanted to meet up. so we did..all 3 of us. and we went to another cafe, and just took a drink and talked some more :)
and if you know me and Ketu..you know that we have this thing where we go through things at the same time, through the same stuff...and i mea EXACTLY the same time...without any of us knowing it. till we talk ab it and are yet again AMAZED how can it be EXACTLY at the same time.
So while we were out all 3 of us, talkking...ketu mentioned this thing to me..just out of blue..what had been going on in her life..so i kinda stopped,,a bit shocked..and was like..emn.IT HAPPENED TO ME TOO...exactly the same thing and pretty much at the same time (the same week)..
so we were quite amazed there.
and then we understood this evening has been just too amazing to let it end like that. so KEtu came over to my place..
and she is till here...half asleep :P (she saw me write that)..leaning on my shoulder and im just thinking how lucky i am to have her in my life. and how much i love her.
i mean this evening has been yet again SO AMAZING (as it always is when we get together) and we've talked a stuff that we've kept inside and God has just healed us somehow and showed His love!!
so all in all..i can say the day has turned out pretty awesome, dont you think ;)
