Take the Lead!

Ive been thinking lately a LOT about my life and where im at. We Christians all know that time is short..--there is not much time left..and we gotta prepare ourselves.. so ive been thinking- AM I READY?

Since the end of Feb. God has done a lot of work in me.

Starting with my attitude, lifestyle, desires, use of time, mindset, how i see myself, how i see God.. etc. The list seems to be endless in my head.

So the process has been long and painful.. but it was SO needed.

In the end of August the "desert time" in my spiritual life started coming to an end. But then started the "restoring" time! My soul was hurt and i needed healing. So God started teaching me new things about Himself! God had a message for me in Every preaching at my church (either on friday or sunday). One-by-one He took all the basic truths about Himself and taught me over and over again what's He really like, What He really wants, how He really sees me, How much He really loves me!

And that made me wanna change even more. I feel i wanna change for God. I wanna do it cos i love Him and i don't wanna be left behind..so therefore i wanna get my stuff together and be ready for Him!

I want God to take a lead in my life, in every single area and make His dreams come through through ME!

>>> Job 23:13-14<<<

But he stands alone, and who can oppose him? He does whatever he pleases.

He carries out his decree against me, and many such plans he still has in store. (Eesti keeles: Aga Tema on teinud valiku ja kes saaks Teda keelata? Mida Tema hing ihaldab, seda Tema ka teeb! Sest Ta viib täide, mis mulle on määratud, ja seesugust on Tal palju! )