More Than Words Can Say

Next time im gonna go to Tallinn im gonna be welcomed with this >>>>

It means I LOVE YOU! :)

and ANdu is gonna make it ! :)

..what happens?.. FOLLOWUP

I guess i should clarify what the freak i talked ab in my last post. Well the thing is i cant graduate university this fall?

(ill let you do your :O :O :| :S -faces...and then ill continue)

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ok enough

so here's the thing. my instructor screwed me big time. 3 days b4 i had to present my thesis she wrote my first time and told me that ive done it wrong..its not what a theses should be like. im like WOW..mhh...not that ive written thesis before and not that YOU are my instructor meaning that YOU should be the one kinda guiding me though this or at least giving me some direction but i mean hey whatta heck, right?!?! :@ i mean of course it not ALLLLLLLL 100% her fault..i take the blame aswell but man i was pissed off at her. but never mind that anymore...

So my last post was ab God turning things upside down and making them work out. Now you know what had to work out for me.. so you wanna know what i found out 2 days after i got the news?!

I am starting with my NEW* amazing job. Its quite a young organization called Light in the City and im gonna be the manager/direction of this organization. NOW i gotta tell you the story behind it ..which makes the story actually interesting.

The story:

So quite some time ago i started praying for my future job. I knew that soon my uni will be over (and tho i knew i was gonna continue studying) and i wanted to find the perfect possible job for me. During my last semester i took this class with Master's degree students and one of em told ab how difficult it is to find a job as a social worker right now. and tho my aim was social policy i understood that it would be even more difficult to find a job there BUT i KNEW that it wouldnt effect me. i was gonna get my perfect job. so as i prayed i told God that i wanted it to be something where i could practice everything ive learned in social policy , social work and psychology  (my 3 educations). SO + i told god that AND it would be absolutely PERFECT if it would be in Women's Ministry  (cos thats my calling)..but then i was like ok i know God that this request is kinda ABSURD i mean all these in one job??--riiight..but i mean Hey YOU are GOD so you have the final saying :D and SO my new job...of course consists of me doing social policy, social work and psychology (counseling) there + it's a christian organization and deals with women and crisis pregnancy counseling SO that means that all 4 on my list are included..and then i just felt how God was like..hahahah aww so sweet and you though it wasnt possible :D well there you Go..something exactly for YOU! and i mean the most amazing is that the founders of the organization had been praying for a full-time worker, ..exactly like me (thats what Janice told me)..so i mean i just know its suuuuuch a blessing from God! :)

What else is new that even tho i wound be able to present my thesis (this spring) ill be able to start with my Master's degree in the fall and ill just protect my thesis in a year, then ill graduate Bachelor's degree and start with my Master's degree and instead of doing it for 2 years ill do it in 1 year. WOw

EVERYTHING WORKS OUT FOR tHOSE WHO LOVE GOD!!! :)

...what happens when u dont expect THAT to happen...

..few hours ago i was sobbing cos things did NOT turn out the way i planned them to do..and that i had worked insanely hard on (to work out the way i planned them to do)..BUT what do u do when they just dont?!

Well...i went on my knees and prayed..and told God if things turned out that way cos i didnt smth wrong somewhere..then i was very sorry  BUT i know God can turn things around and still bring glory and praise to His name through the situations that i might've messed up.

So...then God gave me the scripture Rm 8:28 and i got peace in my heart.

'Now, few hours later..im just thinking ab it and wondering,..WHAT will God do now that things have changed. Where will He take me, what will He make happen in my life, who will i meet etc etc..its sooooo exciting.

All things work out for those who love God! AMEN TO THAT!! ;)

just LISTEN to it

here are the lyrics:
God I’m in this place again I’m
trying so hard not to fall,
but everything keeps coming down with the rain.
And I try so hard I forget to call.
Everybody’s looking around, and
everybody wants to be found.
And I’m just hanging on; I give You all that I am.
I come to You with all that I am, I
bring to You all that I have,
and all I have is nothing, and I keep on
trying, and all I want is You.

Everybody’s looking around and wants to be found,
and I’m just hanging on.
I give You all that I am.
And as I sit here in the midst of You,
I come to You; I bring You all that I am.
Everybody’s looking around and wants to be found,
and I’m just hanging on.
I give You all that I am


i wont say nothing else..i think it speaks for itself!

Sharing with you, what God has lately shared with me!

Psalm 33:15 (NLT) He made their hearts so HE understands everything they do.

>> ..You still think He has no clue of what you're going through?? Or that He doesn't understand?-- think again :P

Psalm 34:13 ..watch your tongue. Keep your lips from telling lies! 

>>The lies are the circumstances and state of affairs. It's what you see with you're earthly eyes but its not how things are in  the spiritual world.  So if you speak what you see, not whats the truth (>> what the Bible says)..the bible says then you're speaking LIES. Things aren't really like that tho they seem to be so. What Bible says about your situations THATS THE TRUTH. So God says if you want to live a life that is long and good (verse 12), SPEAK THE RIGHT STUFF!!! Be VERY careful with what you speak and the words you use. You dont wanna get yourself in trouble, now do you :)

Deuteronomy 7:17 Perhaps you will think to yourselves, 'How can we ever conquer these nations that are so much more powerful than we are?'

>> i can say one of the only times that Estonian bible says better. It says: If you say in your heart: these people are bigger than i am, then how can I drive them away. and again..it just shoes how important it is that we have the right way of thinking, speaking. that our hearts would be at the right place. Fight compromise with all your hearts!!!!

SYTYCD: Lacey and Kameron Contemporary

The dance is amazing (i think)..REALLY REALLY good!!

AND there's this really good song: Adele - Hometown glory (if you roll down on my blog..there's a link there you can youtube-search the song ;) )

I AM SMART

so yesterday evening i and Ketu were laying in bed-- talking, reading, making plans...when SUDDENLY electricity went totally off. the entire house was dark and NO electricity.

we went out to the coridore to see if smth burned out..but no, nothing..and STILL no elecricity...

so we got up (it was passed 12am), took all our food fromhe fridge, put it into plastic bags and hung them outside the window. so the plastic bags with food in it we hanging outside our windows (cos it was cold outside) ..:D:D wow..i have never done anything like that. luckily Ketu has so she was in charge :D (and the weird thing is few weeks ago the water pipe exploded in our basement...so we had NO WATER for 3-4 days...and now electricity..

BUT...today when i started going to school i started locking the door..and looked at the electricity box in our coridore (there's 2 of those..the main one and then our apartments)...so i looked and looked ( i looked very smart and "i know exactly what wrong") then took my key, pulled some plugs, did some other stuff and behold THERE WAS LIGHT lol...for real...i dont know what i did...but whatever i did...it gave us back our electricity :D

so we've lived with no water (it was sick...couldnt take shower, wash dished..NO WATER IN THE BATHROOM including toilet) no water what so ever..and we've lived with no electricity...meaning no heat, no light, the fridge and stove didnt work (meaning no warm food)...but we are SURVIVERS:..we are women who know how to handle everything :D lol and i almost asked KEtu, whats next...and started giving her options to choose from..but then i shut up and thought that NO i wont give devil no ideas lol :D

GOD IS GOOD FOR MAKING ME SO SMART THAT I KNOW HOW TO FIX ELECTRICAL PROBLEMS  lol