5 Feb 2008

Grief

intro.
im not desperate and im not living through a depression. just..lately..ive felt kinda ..like..that..(dont know how to put it)..just that there are so many thoughts..so much to think about. so im kinda not feeling like writing into my diary so im writing here..tho its a bit stupid cos its so public. whatever. im writing. read it or not

5 steps of grief/grieving
1. denial
2. anger
3. bargaining
4. anger (again)
5. acceptance

i dont know why..(well i must have some kind of an idea), but i think im grieving. over what? thats too personal and non of your business (no, noone has died)..but something has happened...anyway..i just wish id have the new class already - grief and death. i could use some question-attacking. well not really..im pass this Ukrainian-attitude girl..but i do have questions and a lot of things im wondering about.

ps. grief is not circling around death..not only. there are a lot of ways and reasons for grieving.

2 comments:

:) said...

Girl, you`re grieveing alright! ... ma ei hakka midagi sellist lolli ütlema nagu "kevadväsimus"... it`s ok to have your "down" sometimes, been there, done that...
Be open and vulnerable, maybe there are things that want to happen? ...

han said...

thanks hon. yes i know...thats why i also decided to write the blog..and thanks for being honest. i know there's a reason for everything--cos i have prayed for it and seeked for help..and it will come when the time is right:)

how are you?