an UPDATE..just bits and peaces of what im thinking and feeling

hey..well..its been great i can say, things are finally getting better with God...that is that i feel the clouds are moving away and the sun is startung to shine again. i love it. that i feel the passion and i want to read the bible, that i wanna be with God and pry and spend time with Him. (who havent talked to me..what im talking about is that ive had a very difficult time in my life..like a desert period ..and not just only..it was just freaking hard..anyway but thansks to the grace and the mercy of God, it is finally going away!!)
there are challanges..all the time..but all i can do is to live one day at the time and constantly pray, i csnt go thropugh those difficulties without God, thats for sure. i need Him in every way, in every area in my life, ,in every decision imake..i need to know that im doing everything with God..jut because i wanna do everything with God,,ahh i love Him so much and i just cant understand how can He love me so much..but im sooo thankful to Him for that!

yesterday Spring started officially!!! the night was light! the moon was shining so bright that it woke me up! so beautiful..and today the sun is shining and the spring is in the air!it is amazing!makes me smile:)

well i can say i have peace in my heart right now. i mean not just right now but overall...just because ive realised that worrying wont do anything..and literally WONT DO anything....praying about it and then trusting God ..well that does EVERYTHING!!:) so im in peace,,even tho things are happpening that are shaking the ground underneath me,,but i have God who is as strong and steady as a mountain!! well He is the creator or the universe (H). makes me so proud to be His daughter